Monday, October 17, 2022

Mercy - Shawn Mendez

Anxiety has become more than an acquaintance.

It used to be a familiar stranger that came and went, but now it seemed to have taken up permanent residence in my every day life.

It's uninvited flatmates include insecurity, abandonment issues and depression.

Together these new residents have expended the communal resources of energy, time, emotional and mental capacity, the building has started to show cracks in its foundation and walls. 

Logic has tried to initiate some remedial work to try plaster over the cracks with distractions and medication, however this only serves as a temporary bandage as the cracks underneath continues to increase and widen. 

Wishful thinking and Hope have been trying to shine some positivity into the building.
However pessimism has put up black out blinds throughout the whole building to prevent the rays of positivity from coming in.

Love the repair man has gone on leave, it is unclear if he has handed in his resignation or required extended sick leave workout a confirmed return date.



You've got a hold of me
Don't even know your power
I stand a hundred feet
But I fall when I'm around ya

Show me an open door
Then you go and slam it on me
I can't take anymore
I'm saying, baby

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart?
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart?

I'd drive through the night
Just to be near you, baby
Heart open, testify
Tell me that I'm not crazy

I'm not asking for a lot
Just that you're honest with me
My pride is all I got
I'm saying, baby

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy on me
I'm a puppet on your strings
And even though you got good intentions
I need you to set me free
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart?
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart?

Consuming all the air inside my lungs
Ripping all the skin from off my bones
I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
I would gladly do it twice

Consuming all the air inside my lungs
Ripping all the skin from off my bones
I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
I would gladly do it twice

Oh, please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy on me?
I'm a puppet on your string
And even though you got good intentions
I need you to set me free
I'm begging you for mercy, mercy
I'm begging you, begging you, please, baby
I'm begging you for mercy, mercy
Ooh, I'm begging you, I'm begging you, yeah

Thursday, August 11, 2022

最遠的距離 - The longest distance

最遠的距離是你明明在我身邊但你的心卻離我遙遠.

理智跟朋友們都在說我"值得被更好的對待",我卻傻傻的期望著你的心能"回心轉意"...

我不願意承認你離我越來越遠,我在自欺欺人嗎?...

我的心也漸漸的碎,我有勇氣跟力氣去拼湊回原本的樣子嗎?...


你我的差距越來越多.

我們的價值觀,愛情觀等等差好多.

我不想也不會強制逼迫你接受我的價值觀.

在我認知裡基本的觀念卻 一一被你否決.

我不知道我能否適應/接受你的觀點以及看法.

什麼會是壓倒駱駝的最後一根稻草?...


你問過我: 若我不能相信你的話,那我為何還和你在一起.

這真是個好問題...

是固執,執迷不悟嗎?

是愛嗎?

是傻嗎?

我沒有答案.


陶晶瑩 - 太委屈


當她橫刀奪愛的時候
你忘了所有的誓言
她揚起愛情勝利的旗幟
你要我選擇繼續愛你的方式

你曾經說要保護我
只給我溫柔沒挫折
可是現在你總是對我迴避
不再為我有心事而著急

人說戀愛就像放風箏
如果太計較就有悔恨
只是你們都忘了告訴我
放縱的愛也會讓天空劃滿傷痕

太委屈
連分手也是讓我最後得到消息
不哭泣
因為我對情對愛
全都不曾虧欠你
太委屈
還愛著你
你卻把別人擁在懷裡
不能再這樣下去
穿過愛的暴風雨
寧願清醒忍痛地放棄你
也不在愛的夢中委屈自己


你曾經說要保護我
只給我溫柔沒挫折
可是現在你總是對我迴避
不再為我有心事而著急
人說戀愛就像放風箏
如果太計較就有悔恨
只是你們都忘了告訴我
放縱的愛也會讓天空劃滿傷痕

太委屈
連分手也是讓我最後得到消息
不哭泣
因為我對情對愛
全都不曾虧欠你
太委屈 哦~
還愛著你
你卻把別人擁在懷裡
不能再這樣下去
穿過愛的暴風雨
寧願清醒忍痛地放棄你

太委屈
連分手也是讓我最後得到消息
不哭泣
因為我對情對愛
全都不曾虧欠你
太委屈 哦~
還愛著你
你卻把別人擁在懷裡
不能再這樣下去
穿過愛的暴風雨
寧願清醒忍痛地放棄你
也不在愛的夢中委屈自己