Dicksand

"I am so obsessed with the idea of being in love that I just, its like, I completely lose myself.

I forget what I want and I just disappear."

--- Alice in How To Be Single

I am dragging myself out of the dicksand.

I am giving myself a real chance.

I only ever wish to be with someone who loves me for being me.

Out is the shame of facing who I really am.

Out is the fear of rejection.

Out is the old me that changed for the sake of filling someone else's mold.

I will cherish my time of being alone be it days, weeks, months or years.

I want to find that moment where I stand on my own.

Really, truly, Single.

And then...

~ 14.6.16 ~