∮16 如果你還在就好了 Wish you were here - 信 Shin

如果你還在就好了 Wish You Were Here - 信 Shin

Lyricist 作詞：施人誠 Derek Shih

Composer 作曲：金貴晟 Gui Cheng Jin

Arranger 編曲：JerryC

就讓我這樣子漂流著

Let me drift like this

我很好 沒事的

I am great, nothing wrong

潛入這條溫柔琥珀河

Dive into this comforting amber lake

世界就安靜了

World become silent

不想再和誰爭辯什麼了 罵的我都認了

Don't want to argue with anyone, accept what ever I have been accused off

也是該跟人生和好了

About time to make up with life

都已經幾歲了

About the right age

所有渴望追求想要的

Everything I craved, chased and wanted

看起來 都有了

Appears as if I have it all

而那些曾經很過不去的 不也都過去了

All those I couldn't overcome in the past, are now but the past

只是到了第六 第七杯 就又無力招架想你了

But when its the sixth, seventh drink, I couldn't resist thinking about you

整個人就一截 一截塌了

My whole body crumbles, one piece after another

堵塞的淚腺 終於通了

The clogged up tear duct finally clears

你一定知道我怎麼了 是心比胃先潰瘍了

You must know what is wrong with me, my heart burst before my stomach 

那個洞永遠都痛著 如果你還在就好了

That forever painful gap, wish you were here

敬這無言以對的時刻

Toast to this speechless moment

打烊了 該走了

Closing time, should leave now

生命的規定是如此嚴格

Life's rules always this strict

誰能失而復得

Who can get back what they've lost

沒有了你 我算什麼

Without you, what am I

乾掉世界 又如何

Scull the world dry, and so what

漫長歲月 索然無味

Long years, bland and empty

如果你還在就好了

Wish you were here

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I still miss you...

I wonder what it would be like right now if you were here.

Despite telling myself I am happy, you left behind a void of where you once belonged.

I know I shouldn't, I know but my mind wonders...

You may not be my final destination but am the stop that changed the course of my life. 

The journey left a permanent mark on my carriage that I could never forget.

You are etched in both my heart and mind.

Bitter sweet memories I recall so vividly as if it just happened the other day.

The other day was more than two years ago now...

Time passes by so quickly, what we had, will it become a faded memory one day?

Some days I feel empty, some days insecure, some days I just wish for it all to end.

I haven't cried for a long time now, I do not understand why I feel this way all of a sudden.

My tears are trying to smooth over and cover up the gash you left behind.

Futile attempt at forgetting.

Somehow, the pain just oozes.

I am trying, I really am. 

I wish to be happy and am giving it a real go.

I just can't bare my all to anyone as I had with you.

Will I ever be able to feel as comfortable and safe as falling asleep in your arms, listening to the sound of your steady heartbeat, dreaming of our future together...

Reality eroded my optimism and the cynic reigns.  

I lost my innocence.

I can't go back.

~ 4.8.16 ~