Relapse

Old habits die hard.

Feelings and hope creep back.

Relapse, leaving me vulnerable...

Trying hard not to care.

Trying hard not to think.

Trying hard to be in denial...

Please eradicate the emotional masochist out of me

Please instill some logic into my turbulent mind

Please stop the overthinking, second guessing and just get on with life

I wish to experience life

I wish to make memories

I wish to be happy

-- 26.1.16 --