Honesty Pt. 2

It is so much easier to blame others than to take responsibility for your actions and decisions.
In retrospect there is so much more I could have done, but it is what it is.
Taking a honest look at myself in the mirror I do not like who I see.
I have lost myself and am drifting away from the direction of who I want to be.
The temporary happiness was but a facade, an illusion created by my denial of the failure I have become.

I do not wish to go on like this.

I need clarity.
I need courage.
I need determination.
I need perserverance.
I need to change.

-- 27.4.16 --